I am 38 yrs old,pharmacist, divorced. Currently on Sick-leave due to my 3 hospitalizations in mental hospital. About my experiences there, what heled me, what did I learn? About depression, people, world around me? How did I end up here? Everybody tells me that I have everything: my own appartament, good job&salary. Everybody kept telling me I am beeing ungrateful and lazy. Which was leading me to feeling even worse.